Anger and Forgiveness
*trigger warning* *childhood abuse discussed* *Please Do not read if you are sensitive to such topics* I am tucked in bed for the night and reflecting on my day. It was a good day. By our standards, a successful day. Everyone made it to every appointment and every medication/ treatment was given/taken. I caught up on some bills and set aside some funds for a rainy day. Rainy days... they always come as a surprise, seldom welcomed. But lately, the rainy days I’ve been experiencing have been like large stinging, cold raindrops in the dead heat of summer. Every drop delivering a cold sting of instant short lived relief. In all my 40 plus years of dealing with Childhood trama, I have never dealt with the floods of anger I have felt lately. And with every flood of anger, like those cold raindrops in the summer heat, there is relief. That is because with every flood of anger that has washed over me lately, the misplaced guilt of my ch...